Sick

I get so sick of people who constantly lie. They can now say it to you without flinching at all. And then they can now look at you without even batting a eye. Shouldn't surprise me at all.

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Location:Lowgap, NC

Wonder

Ever Wonder what would happen if all of a sudden you were gone? Wonder if anyone would miss you? Just wonder.


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Location:Lowgap, NC

What's Wrong?

It's hard when people ask "Whats Wrong?".. and you don't have an answer because the truth is you don't know. And so, I don't. How could I know? I fight for your attention every single moment but I get zero. What am I to do?
You think you know everything about me. Like when I'm hurt. But you don't because half the time I am hurt and you don't even seem to care. Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably feel the heat. I hurt ....


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Deborah, I Love You!

What you mean to me,

Is more than I can express.

You see, I had no sister when I was little

To call when I was in distress.

When we first met,

We had no clue,

What was getting ready to happen,

Was not completely out of the blue.

God had a plan,

Throughout all the years,

He was making us for each other,

To share life's smiles and tears.

I never could have imagined,

What a sister's love was about,

Until I met you,

And then I really found out.

A sister's love is unconditional,

It's a love has no end,

A sister's love wants the best for each other,

It's a love that will always defend.

Sometimes we may get mad,

Or we may begin to fight,

But that's the fun part about having a sister,

We both think we're always right!

I'm so glad that I did not have,

A sister in the past,

It's made me much more thankful,

For the sister I have at last.

Chuck Johnson - My Friend

How can you describe Chuck Johnson? Friend is how I describe this man. He was there for anyone. I had not seen him in years and he was the same as he was in high school with the exception of he had God on his face. He was a true description of the word, "Christian". I am deeply saddened by his death from cancer that he had gotten while serving our country during the Gulf War. He didn't give up the fight and he held on for as long as he could ...all the while being a soldier for God. I will miss him but I know I will see him on the other side, in Heaven. God Bless you Chuck, whom I call 

"FRIEND".

HOW?

Lots of things have happened since my last blog, my mother Mary passed away on April 10, 2012 and my daddy Haskell passed away on January 21, 2013. Such a sad time for our family. Two of the greatest people in my life, and in the lives of my children and grandchildren. They both gave and gave so much of themselves ....I'm ashamed that I didn't do or give more to them. Life will never be the same for me. I grieve them almost every day. I miss and wish I could talk to them or ask them things that I don't know the answer to. People say "Life goes on"  ....HOW?

A Part of My Heart

I will always miss you ....love you ....even from afar. You'll always be a part of my heart!!!

Lots of changes since my last blogging....I thought I'd never see my sweet Isaac again. But God has blessed me so much....Isaac is back and I have a new Grand-daughter who is 4 months old. I am back in Mount Airy ..."Mayberry"! I am presently looking for a permanent place to lay my head. My husband is finished with school and is working ....life is full. I have regrets ...some to say the least but hey, who doesn't? I ramble quite a bit ...have lots to say but can't say it sometimes. But I'll be back ....PROMISE!!

My Precious Grandson, Isaac

I can't even begin to describe how I felt at that moment. It is almost "wordless". I really felt this would be good-bye for forever. My heart was aching and my eyes were flooded and he knew it. He was so sweet with all the hugs and kisses I could handle. He kissed me and his Papa about 50 times. He knew this might be the last time he'd see us. I love this child more than words can pen. I love his smile, his eyes, his lips, his hugs, his sweet voice, his heart and all the love he gives me. I can't get enough of him. I pray that God will help us watch over him and guide him in any things he does through out his life. God hold him in your arms, as mine aren't strong enough.

My Daughter & Grandson Memorial Day Weekend

What a weekend!!!
I got to see these lovely two faces....thank you Lord. I have missed them both so bad.
It was wonderful to see them and touch them....hug them....love them. He is a real ham.
He would say "Cheese"....and smile. WOW!!!

My Love for you Isaac

Isaac....my darling grandson. You show the grace that each of us need to know. You, as a child, with your forgiving and loving heart, bring me such joy. I can't describe how much love I feel for you. Your sweet smile gives me such pleasure, whether it's just a chance meeting that I see you; or if I'm allowed to visit with you. Your love will carry me for the rest of my days. Isaac, for I know that your heart is in sync with mine.....just look at the Moon and you will know that I am thinking of you today, and always. Mucho Love Isaac James Torres.....Mucho Love. <3

Sweet Times ....Very Sweet Times. I Miss!!


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HOME

HOME....no place like it. If you've never experienced this place, you need to. Home can be anywhere you want it to be. As long as you're happy... it can even be in Chapel Hill, NC. But your heart has to be right and I know mine is. I'm so happy with my walk with God...No I'm not perfect but my love for Christ is. He helps me in my everyday walk with him. He even carries me sometimes. WOW huh? You know, he's held my hand so many times when indeed I needed it and gave me guidance thru his word. I'm so undeserving of Him. I thank you Lord for saving me.


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Location:Mt Airy, NC