What's Wrong?

It's hard when people ask "Whats Wrong?".. and you don't have an answer because the truth is you don't know. And so, I don't. How could I know? I fight for your attention every single moment but I get zero. What am I to do?
You think you know everything about me. Like when I'm hurt. But you don't because half the time I am hurt and you don't even seem to care. Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably feel the heat. I hurt ....


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Deborah, I Love You!

What you mean to me,

Is more than I can express.

You see, I had no sister when I was little

To call when I was in distress.

When we first met,

We had no clue,

What was getting ready to happen,

Was not completely out of the blue.

God had a plan,

Throughout all the years,

He was making us for each other,

To share life's smiles and tears.

I never could have imagined,

What a sister's love was about,

Until I met you,

And then I really found out.

A sister's love is unconditional,

It's a love has no end,

A sister's love wants the best for each other,

It's a love that will always defend.

Sometimes we may get mad,

Or we may begin to fight,

But that's the fun part about having a sister,

We both think we're always right!

I'm so glad that I did not have,

A sister in the past,

It's made me much more thankful,

For the sister I have at last.

Chuck Johnson - My Friend

How can you describe Chuck Johnson? Friend is how I describe this man. He was there for anyone. I had not seen him in years and he was the same as he was in high school with the exception of he had God on his face. He was a true description of the word, "Christian". I am deeply saddened by his death from cancer that he had gotten while serving our country during the Gulf War. He didn't give up the fight and he held on for as long as he could ...all the while being a soldier for God. I will miss him but I know I will see him on the other side, in Heaven. God Bless you Chuck, whom I call 

"FRIEND".