How do you pick up your life and piece it back together after you lose everything? I wish someone would show me. I am so scared. It is going to happen, I just know it is. It could be anytime - anytime. I know some people care, some don't. I want to survive. I have always tried to do right by my bills and pay them as I could. It don't look like I am going to be able to save my home. I've fought my last fight. I give up. I don't know how to start over....I just don't. I only worry about my children at home. What will it be like for them? My babies.....sad.