Lindsay, Lindsay

Daddy's Girl, Daddy's Girl,

I'm the center of Daddy's world.

Chess Anyone??

This was a fun day. We decided to go to the NC Botanical Gardens in Chapel Hill, NC. It's only about 1/4 of a mile down the road from where we currently live. But an interesting thing was the big Chess Game board with all the metal characters. We started to play a game....mostly for show, but none the less it was fun. Shane is big on games anyway....and he loves Chess. I am not a good player. I used to love it but over the years I've not had time to do that. Too many other things to do like take care of children and cook plus work. No time for play. It was a fun moment and a great memory. Thanks Shane.

Sunshine Daze

It's Wednesday, and it's the day that the Lord hath made. I will rejoice and be glad in it. That is God's commandment for me today. I awoke at 5:00am today, thought about life without the sunshine. I watched as the sun arose in the sky and thought about all the blessings he has given me. I am thankful that I had 2 parents who loved me and that God has put all the people in my life who are supposed to be there. I am trying to look forward and not look back. So let the sunshine in....and be warm in the graces of his great LOVE.

Chapel Hill Moon

Life in Chapel Hill is complex. I can't tell you how much....just have to experience it.
That seems so small when looking up. I saw this beautiful moon while going to a
East Chapel Hill High School Soccer meeting for Lindsay. I love looking up to the sky
talking to the Lord...most of the time, crying to the Lord. But none the less looking up
and seeing what all God has made. I am so in awe at the works his hands have created.
He made this Moon just for me. So I can look up and see his work. Don't forget the
beautiful tree top....oh how beautiful. Thank you Lord for the Moon, Sky, Tree Top, Eyes, but
most of all Lord, thank you for bestowing upon my life all your wonderful blessings.

Oh my goodness...how much I miss you. I love you Isaac. I can't tell you enough how much I love you. I miss our good mornings in bed on the weekends and the times we watched videos. I miss your kisses and hugs. I miss your sweet smile at me. I could go on and on.....I miss you my little grandson. Forever and Always.

Kana

My daughter, how I miss you so. I haven't seen you in over 2 months. I dream about you, think about you, imagine about you all the time. My heart is filled with sorrow, my eyes filled with many tears. I am beginning to forget what you look like. I have to look at photos to remember your features. My heart is in pain. I love you so much. I wish you would see us. Let us love you as we are your family. I don't want to be out of your life. I want to be close to you as we once were. You Daddy can't hardly make it each day. He prays and cries out to God for hope.

We love you Kana and hope that God will heal us all in some way.

Lindsay - Kick Return of the Ball....
Go Lazer!

Another Corner Kick - Lindsay

Here it comes - Lindsay

Corner Kick - Lindsay

Lindsay - #22

Lindsay - WS Twins 2009

Photo of Lindsay playing for WS Twins. I am proud of her.
Can't say more!

Fun Fishing

Let me introduce my grandson Isaac. He is 2 years old and is such a delight to be with. I didn't think I could ever love anyone, anymore than I loved my children....was I wrong! His bright smile brings me such love....such rejoicing....and such emotion. In this photo, we took him fishing...his first real time...holding the pole.....oh Isaac, I love you.

"THE LAZER"

Big Boot!!!!

POP IT BABY!!!

PUT YOUR FOOT ON IT!!!

DID IT GO IN??

"The Lazer" is a sweet, blonde haired, blue eyed doll. She is the delight of my whole entire world. I love her more than I can pen in here on this blog, or even speak. I enjoy every moment in my baby girl's life. I only wish we could go back to the more "fun" days. I remember so much our lovely times just lying around in the bed together talking about the stars on the ceiling or the things we were going to do later. Her daddy, me and that doll baby laying there between us....just us. No worries, no problems. Baby doll, I am enjoying your life.....watching you grow into a young lady, but I can't help and wish we were back to our days of young and your were there in your little pigtails.....ponytails.....and those beautiful blue eyes staring out in wonder. I love you LAZER!!!!

What's up?

If you are wondering what is up....Mickey wants to know also. I saw on TV this morning that prices are going up at Disney. Well...look at Mickey above, does it look like he cares?? He don't and neither do I! I can't afford to go...never will be able to anyway. Glad to know Mickey don't care either!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks Mickey!!!!

To Know Me, Is To Love Me

If you ever got the chance to know this little character, you'd know someone special. He is my grandson, Isaac James. He is 17 months old now....and just as sweet and special as he was the day he was born. He is one curious little bug. You can't keep his hands out of anything. He is into all he can get into. We have such fun times with him....and I steal as much lovin' as possible....all he will grant me. He will always be special to me. "ALWAYS!"

How Do You???

How do you pick up your life and piece it back together after you lose everything? I wish someone would show me. I am so scared. It is going to happen, I just know it is. It could be anytime - anytime. I know some people care, some don't. I want to survive. I have always tried to do right by my bills and pay them as I could. It don't look like I am going to be able to save my home. I've fought my last fight. I give up. I don't know how to start over....I just don't. I only worry about my children at home. What will it be like for them? My babies.....sad.

Let God

Something I need to share......

Whenever you feel stressed....depressed....

Let Go & Let God

Handle it!!!

"Granny & Isaac"

This is Granny...and Isaac. Granny is Isaac's Great Grandmother. He has grown. Isaac is 13 weeks old here in this photo which was taken on 6/16/2007. We took him with us to eat to celebrate Father's Day. It was fun and he was awake the biggest part of the night. He spent the night with me that night and went to church with us too. Everyone asks about him. He is a special doll given to us by God...and we are grateful for him. Little Isaac James...you are so loved!!!

~Me, Being a Nana~

Being a Nana is special. I enjoy each and every day I get to see my grandson Isaac.
I love him so much. Someone asked me one day, "What's it like being a grandmother?"
I have to say...it is wonderful. I love you Isaac James!!